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Sunday, January 10, 2010Y

Spirit of Sucide

If sucide can get my message across to people LOUD and CLEAR. I would. Sucide has been in my mind for as long as I can remember. Say, since I was 13 or 14. One of my church more senior person says I have a spirit of sucide.

 Anyways, I hate the fact that my grandma has come to stay with me after 21 years of my life. It sucks big time. I tried to tell my mom that I don't want her around but my mom deosn't listen. My grandma has 7 children and none of them want her. It's an visible evidence how much she is loved by her own flesh and blood. My mind has been coming up with all sorts of scenes on how I can commit sucide to get my mom to understand I don't want her around. I am serious about doing it.

I hate my grandma. I don't intend to pretend to liker her at all. When I don't lke someone, it's written all over my face. If I can argue with my relatives, I would. I wanna kill myself.



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