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Monday, November 02, 2009Y

No, I'm not home

I dreamt that Ziggy was sleeping beside me like how he always use to when I am back in Singapore. So, when I literally jumped out of bed this morning, I was searching for him. When I got up and pulled my blanket up, my first reaction is to look to the bottom right of the bed, just to realise that Ziggy was nowhere to be seen. My heart stopped beating for a while. Then, I realised that I wasn't back home. I was still in Australia. My heart totally sank. I thought he was there! I thought I felt him sleeping beside me leg but I was wrong. I pushed my upper blanket towards the bottom and it felt like ziggy was sleeping there.

Oh god, the feeling is killing me. From seeing him in your dreams and immediately when you wake up, he is not there. To get up thinking that your precious one is sleeping beside you and the next he is gone is heart breaking. I don't mean to be emo but my heart is like being poked by a million needles now.

How nice if I could hug them and cry now.

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