The housing thing is driving me nuts like hell! I dunno whether to move out a not! There is this very strong feeling telling me NOT to move. But I know I will suffer in years to come because my landlord is having a baby! How can I study with a baby crying and screaming for the next few years.
There are things that I cannot blog about because I don't know how many people here knows my blog so better not write much.
I just feel like exploding. I can't stop thinking about it because soon I will have to give my landlord an answer! How I wish, oh how I wish, I can buy my own apartment here then everything will be solved. Renting is a pain in the asss seriously.
By this week, I really need to pray hard and to ask Jesus what I should do. Whether I should move out or continue staying here. I need Jesus to guide my path and to seek for peace. Now, there are so many conflicting issues stirring right in my heart! Everything is not what it seems.
Somewhere is wrong. Somewhere is wrong.