No where else will ever be as good as home!

No matter where I move to, there will always be problems arising, and I will start wishing that I have my own apartment inside of sharing with some people I don't know. I have no idea but sometimes I wonder if the couple that I am staying is genuinely like the don't know stuffs or....? I mean they are really nice people, no doubts about it but sometimes, doubts will just arise...

Like the issue on internet. I asked him from the very beginning what is my internet limit and how can i check my usage. He answers that he gave were... should be quite a lot and he said he forgot the password...erms ok. A few days ago, the internet bill just arrived and I tired to log into the account to see my usage and my internet plan but a password is needed. I mean, why would you create a password that you won't remember? Like will you go create an account number you won't remember! No right! Everyone in aussie is really careful with their internet consumption so more or less they will check like once a week?

It is quite irritating to have people giving me the ultra shocked face when I tell them that I wanna go home or I don't really like Melbourne. The fact that I don't like being here is that my family is not with meso obviously I will miss home.

People are trying to make my want to like Melbourne but things always have an opposite effect on me. You can tell me to go right, but I will go left. Yup get what I mean?

People who gave me those faces are mostly married that they have their own family here. It's really frastrating whenever I get those expressions and they keep asking me whY. When I say family, they don't really seem to take that as a good enough reason why I don't like Melbourne. I don't understand why. Family is the most important thing to me in the entire world. Without my family, I can no longer survive on. Family is the next precious thing to me other than God. So yes, I LOVE MY FAMILY.

I cannot express how annoyed I am! Seriously man!

Today,I had like a reflection time during Biology lesson. These were some of the questions that we had to rate from 0 to 10.

1. Was your expectation of Univeristy better than what you thought?- 3

2. Do you think you chose the correct subject?-you guys forced me into it. I wanted Vet science not triple science. But I rated 9 for this considering how bless I am to enter vet science.

3. Are you coping well- 3

4. Would you like extra help?-8

I think if my teacher saw this... Jeez!

Physics

It is bad enough that my physics knowledge is like worst than negative zero! I had a FIRST YEAR PHYSICS TUTOR! I mean if he is good then it doesn't seem that bad? How he conducts his tutorial is....

- go thru the concepts ( but nobody understand so why bother?)

- ask us to try the questions (hello questions were given last week during the last lecture, so why bother again?_

-go to help people who ask questions ( Oei! there are lik 12 people in the class, do you ever think you can divide your attention to 12 individuals when we ALL are having problems in Physics? Not everyone is going to get to ask question! WHY BOTHER!!!!!! )

- in the last 15 min, he tried to cheong 10 questions? (do you think we can absorb? NONSENSE!)

He is a pain in the ass I tell you! Why can't he ask like what questions we dun know then go thru on the damn board! I think I have bad luck man! Last year, when I was bad in chem, i got the worst chem teacher, Sigbert. This year, when my physics was the worst, I got a first year teacher. HORRIBLE!!!!

Also, I am jinxing everything I touch...

1. I spoilt my toilet door and I was stuck inside.

2. My bag handle broke on the street after barely 1 month

3. The black strip on my guitar is coming out after less than 1 month

4. My table lamp is buzzing everyday

Whats is this you tell me. Eleanor the jinxer! lol!

Feel like crap! Who says good uni has good teacher? Think again...

Let's hope tmr is a better than! Looking to the PJ party the vet faculty is organizing for prevet and vet students! That's me!

Cheers!