It's like 3am here but I am still not sleeping cause I just had my bath and my hair is wet wet wet! I am a little home sick I miss my family, doggy, kitty, my bunch of crazy palace friends and my dear kim yein! Whenever I get stress, I use to play the piano but now, I have nothing with me.

I love my school life in Singapore. I always thought that the life of a student there was very mundane but here is worst. All I do is to wake up, go to school, come home from school, do homework, sleep and the cycle continues... Back home in Singapore, I could go out with my parents or go to the mall after school. During weekends, I can laze around and watch a movie with my sister or I could go k box with Kim yein. Over here, I have to think really hard if I want to spend anything. Furthermore, I came here with a mission and and that is to get into Vet Science next year. While other people may have a few chances, I have only 1. If i don't get into Vet, I have to go home.

I miss everything in Singapore. Sometimes, when i close my eyes, I see my house, my family and my 2 babies but I can't touch them. and they can;t see me. Then I will start crying. Although I speak to my family on skype every night, it's not the same as speaking to them in person. My dad and sister will carry my dog and cat to let me see them but again, I can't touch them. I want to me able to hold them and kiss them and now I can't. Some of my friends are going back to Singapore in july but I have to stay here and so I can only see my babies in December and that feeling sucks. Whenever I see dogs on the streets, I will play with them, however, its not the same. The feeling is different.

Sometimes, it's hard to sleep at night because whenever I close my eyes, I will see my family and start geting all teary again. I didn't realise that it will be that difficult to leave Singapore to come and studying over here.

Leaving home was difficult enough and yet, the accomodation that I am staying at is horrible. No cleaner was employed to clean the house and the students(we) are expected to do the clean after eveyday Monday after this"meeting". We came here to studying and not to clean the house unless we have our own apartments. My mom was told by the owner that a cleaner comes in everyweek but that is just nonsense I guess. I could write 10 pages on how bad the accomodation really is! In short, this place does not feel like home at all. I feel like some homeless person coming here for shelter and we eat the same leftover food for over a few days. I thought that Melbourne was a great place to live but she totally spoilt it. The only thing I love about this house is the people living here. They are all really nice and I feel very comfortable with them around. Everyone is moving out soon after like 2 more months. ALL of us share the same sentiment. We can't wait to move out!

I learnt an important lesson here and that is, we should not trust anybody no matter how nice they really are. Looks can be deciving and we have to be very careful in dealing with such people who have double personally. You will never know when they will stab you in the back.

Karma exist, I guess and all of us have seen it.