Me and Charmaine...
Yup, so me and Charmaine went out on last Friday and I really had a great time with her.
I must say that both of our singing skills are super lousy now. In the past, we use to go K Box whenever we were free. After singing, we did something stupid. We sat one round of the LRT for fun. Anyway, we talked a lot that day and to hear how some of our friends are doing. I feel sad for one, in particular. There is nothing much I can help but I will keep 'HER' and her family in my prayers every night.
To 'HER'. I hope she sees this.
Like I say, I don't bare grudges. Yes, I may be mad at you in the past but you should know that I don't get angry for long. I can't read your mind, so I won't know what you are thinking about. Miscommunications between us have driven us apart. It had accumulated over days, weeks and even months and now, we are not even in talking terms. You say we are still friends but you don't even tell me the problems you are facing now. I didn't even get a single sms from you all these months. 4 years of friendship but still it can be easily broken. Those 4 years might not be anything to you, but it does to me. It's disappointing to find out your life story through a third party. I don't know what else to say to you.
We had a talk in January but you seem to cut off all the communications between us after that. Tell me, what can I do. It's heartbreaking to hear how you and your family are coping.
Why do I always have to be the person initiating things all the time. Why can't you guys do it for a change. I have to start the sms, outing and conversations. I'm getting tired.
Since secondary school, I always didn't understand something but I will never be able to say it out. Maybe I was less important and didn't meant much to you.
You will always be my good friend. All I can do now is to pray for you! ") Love ya babe. Take care!
SPCA
