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Tuesday, January 26, 2010Y

MOVED....



I will be closing this blog and moving to a new place!

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Sunday, January 24, 2010Y

Wait for me... Please

It's kills me when my dad says that it was a mistake getting my dog. It's like saying my dog has no place here.
He said that in the future we should get a smaller dog cause no one can help him to bring my dog to the Vet. But I think it's an excuse. If they really care about nana, they can get the sat or sun to bring her to the vet. I think size is not an excuse to send her to the vet.

Now, nana is loosing her teeth and I suspects that she is periodonal disease. In the future, she may lose her bone structure and she may have to depend on soft food. When nana passes away, I will continue to have beagles. I will get another breed after I get a beagle.



Nana, please wait for meme to come back. Please please wait for me. Be patient. I promise I will come back and take good care of you. When I come back, you'll be 16 but still my baby. Everytime I look at you, you still look like the 3 months old pup when you first came.
 I love you  ; )


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Tuesday, January 12, 2010Y

Better to love than to hate

Hating someone is really tiring. Especially when I have to see that person for the next 4 years. Geez, i think I am just too sensitive. I tend to hate people very easily. No idea why. arghhh shall channel all of this energy into my studies. I don;t like people who comes to me only if they need help and sort of not talk to me when they dun need me. Sounds childish, i know but lol the feeling of being used is damn annoying.

signing offf

driving tmr

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Sunday, January 10, 2010Y

Spirit of Sucide

If sucide can get my message across to people LOUD and CLEAR. I would. Sucide has been in my mind for as long as I can remember. Say, since I was 13 or 14. One of my church more senior person says I have a spirit of sucide.

 Anyways, I hate the fact that my grandma has come to stay with me after 21 years of my life. It sucks big time. I tried to tell my mom that I don't want her around but my mom deosn't listen. My grandma has 7 children and none of them want her. It's an visible evidence how much she is loved by her own flesh and blood. My mind has been coming up with all sorts of scenes on how I can commit sucide to get my mom to understand I don't want her around. I am serious about doing it.

I hate my grandma. I don't intend to pretend to liker her at all. When I don't lke someone, it's written all over my face. If I can argue with my relatives, I would. I wanna kill myself.



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Friday, January 08, 2010Y

Huiting Off to NORWAY!

Sleepy sleepy sleepy! No matter how tired I am, I will finish this post before I go to bed!

My dear Huiting have left for Norway with her bubbly friend Sisca! The day have finally come when she needs to leave. I have not been anticipating for this day, but I guess the both of them must have been looking forways to it! haha! I hate it when people have to leave me because I feels like some part of my heart has left with them as well.

I guess this feeling was very strong when ducky left. Some part of me became empty, maybe because she was always around and suddenly she is not. I'm sure all 3 of our hearts were stirred inside when she hugged us and had to bid us goodbye. It wiill be 10 months later before I will see her in person again! I have no idea why, but I went to hug her twice because I was really missing her even before she left!!!! Haha I was trying to hold back my tears when I hugged her!!!!

Ducky please dun forget about us ok especially me because you won't be seeing me for a long time! Remember to write to us and update us about your Norway stuffs! You will be always in our hearts and nobody can replace you! I will keep that space in my heart for you and when I see you 10 months later, you can fill up that space again ; ) Everytime I dream of you, may it be our memories together, places we have been tgt or in a new environment, I will thank God for allowing us to meet! At least I get to see you in person in my dreams! That's what I do when God lets me dream of my family when I am in Melbourne. I thank God for allowing me to visit my family once in a while. Since now you are far away in Norway, each time I dream about you, I will treat it as a opportunity for us to meet! lol! I know it sounds cheesy lah but I really mean it! I can totally cry after having such dreams!

Have fun in Norway! I think me and emp are really missing you very much! Lucky them! They get to see you in July when you come back! I will just have to settle for december since I have to study during my winter break! Oh yes, I am always a sms or internet or phone call away! haha!

Love you heaps and Missing ya!





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Monday, January 04, 2010Y

Driving Instructor 6342, YOU SUCK TO

THE CORE OF THE EARTH!



Today, my driving instructor was damn lousy! It's the first time the entire driving was sooooooo quiet! He didn't even talk about anything and his teaching sucks big time! The annoying person kept asking me not to jam the brakes and FYI i wasn't even pressing on the brakes when he said that!! I was almost screaming at him... lol! I said: " I AM NOT PRESSING THE BRAKES!!!!" And he only cleared only 1 stage today! The 1h50 min session felt like 3h to me! never ending...

Oh yes, one more thing! He said I kept looking at the speedometer! SHUT UP! I know I was looking at it but when he said: " don't look at your speed, look at the road". *TAPE YOUR MOUTH* I wasn't even looking at the speedometer at that freaking point of time! I was looking at the stupid road!

I hate young instuctors coz they are all so tense! After we finished, I just got out of the door and walked off. cannot be bothered! * SLAP YOUR FACE* his name was LIANG something ( haha baby not you ok! lol!) HIs stupid number is 6342. I HATE YOU 6342!

I hope my instructor will be better tmr! PLEASE GOD LET ME HAVE A BETTER INSTRUCTOR!

I love the time spent with my little animals! they never fail to put many smiles on my face! Thought I am always away for so long, they are always in my heart! haha! i mean that ok! haha love you guys!

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Monday, December 28, 2009Y
The Call - Regina Spektor Cover

This is the cover version of Regina Spektor - the call! goodness the gal sounds awesome man!


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Regina Spektor- The Call

This song is from the Chronicles of Narnia 2! soooo niceeeeee!!!!


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